Friday, May 20, 2011

Well that's one things off hte list, 999,999,999 more to go.

Oh god has my life been a nightmare (Well if you've been following this blog what more where you expecting me to say at this point?). Fortunately some things are looking on the up and up. I've been extremely busy because I some how managed to become my fiancee's nad future mother-0in-law's web designer. So when I'm not working I'm dumping a lot of time into building two websites. LEt me tell yea, finding which hosting service to use was not easy. Here's what I did though after hours of research .I used Godaddy to register the domain names. Once I successfully finished that I turned around to hostgator to use a shared server service for the sites. With the features I need and the low monthly cost and good customer service, it seemed like the right choice.

There's also the matter of me getting into school. Still deciding whether I'm going to go to a community college to get my AS first or jump right in and go to Full Sail. Hard choice. Then there's the  50 billion other projects I'm working on. I need to relax, but with a limited amount of vidja games at the moment that seems hard. I guess I need to work hard now to relax later. Oh well. Off too do about a billion more things.

Friday, May 13, 2011


Well depression is kicking in swiftly. I'm afraid to sleep anymore. Blogger was down last night so I could get through my necessary blog readings and comment posting so sorry about that I'll find time later today to it do. My bank account is overdrawn $43 and I'm trying to get into school but need at minimum $75. Yea I'm bitching about petty finances, but when your a server they don't seem too petty now do they? What really sucks is I have so many good ideas but my mind keeps jumping from one idea to the next, worst pat is I've been lost in such a deep depression I don't even want to play video games. Damnit how much lower can you go then that? Oh well, in other news my other blog will have it's first blog of the week up so go check that out guys. Don't forget to follow and cast your vote for next week. I have some blog reading to do so don't be surprised if you get some comments from me.

Thursday, May 12, 2011


So I have an issue with sleep. More specifically I have somniphobia due to terrible nightmares. Needless to say sleep has not come easy for me, especially lately. I've also been freaking out trying to harcore study math and programming for the fall semester since I'm going to school. Here's the issue though. I was awoken by a knock on my door. I live in an apartment building that has neighbors who can't mind their own fucking business and some sort of association in charge that's a bunch of nazis. Literal nazis. I'm talking white supremacist assholes who unless you act according to their standard they are ready to evict you. Typically I would raise hell but I live with my fiancee along with her mom. The three of us are smokers. Nothing I'm proud of. Yet we're still human beings right? So why is it ok that because I work late and sleep during the day that I hear yelling from adults and children every morning? And why is it not ok for me to smoke out front of our apartment or in the stairwells (which I can note there is NOTHING anywhere saying I cannot do this?)? Why do we have to put up with other people's shit yet because I smoke I have to get complaints, oh best of all was today we got a threat of eviction. This is discrimination against us because we smoke. I want to also point out that we tried putting on black out curtains but where immediately told to take them down. What a bunch of fucking assholes. I can't wait to move out of this place and when I do I am raising Hell on earth. I am talking potential lawsuits up the ass.

Something else I need to vent about is right now my day (or should I say night) job is a waiter. I serve people. Now I don't work at the most classiest of places but I like where I work. Except one issue. Why don't people EVER FUCKING TIP? I get $4.25 for being treated like shit. Honestly it's an insult A DIRECT INSULT to not tip. Worst of all is people who bitch when I add 15% gratuity on parties of 8 or more. I'll repeat that. I add a mere 15% on a bill that's anywhere 60-120 dollars. So people are so cheap that they can spend that much on dinner but because they think that I get paid otherwise it's ok to bitch about having to pay an extra 8-18 dollars? Fuck you people. For those who do tip, thank you. For servers it's not just about the money, it's literally you telling us that we are doing a good job and that you appreciate us not just someone whose doing extremely hard work for you but you recognize we are human beings. So fucking tip even if it's only 10%.

Final thing I want to say is thanks for all the followers. I try to get around to returning the favor and comment on others blogs as much as I can but obviously life for me is wicked busy.

In blog related news I am working on multiple projects with the assistance of my fiancee. Stories, games, that whole arrangement of fun things. I know as of right now this blog is everywhere but once I have things straightened out then I'll have  a more cohesive blog going. In the mean time tomorrow will be my first blog of the wekk so be sure to check that out ( ). Thanks for the support guys. Later.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Heads up.

Just a quick heads up been getting a lot of comments about this blog, it iwll survive and this will be my main blog which will be all my pet projects and updates on them. I just found something to focus energy on that won't be  nearly as hard as the original story a week project. Expect demos on games I'm working on, short stories, youtube vids I upload, and insane rantings among other things. So follow both blogs (this one for the insanity and indie gamiing and art perspective) and the other one for a not just one but 3 awesome blogs a week. Thanks for the support guys! Also working and going to school don't mean to sound desperate but want to spend more time on the two blogs and game development and design so donations will help (see side bar with paypal). So thanks guys! Also donations on either of my blogs = actual prizes for winners of blog of the week blogs I have. So keep that in mind. I need to sleep though. I'm not tired... but... I don't know. Thanks guys.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Blog of the Week

So while working on my crazy projects and going through what makes me insane and how insane I am I started another little blog simply blog of the week. You should check it out at I'll simply choose cool blogs I find and share it with you all like it or not... as for this one... well the plan continues and I'm going to be using it as a place for rantings, ideas, and projects I'm attempting to work on along with finished ones. In the mean time working hard on this paranormal thing, there's an area I live close to that has something really weird to it. I plan to go out collect some data and analyze later. Here goes a lot actually.. At least I slept last night for the first time in Bruce Campbell knows how long...

Quick Update

I haven't been posting because I think I've made the biggest discovery in parapsychology since the use of infrared cameras nad I've been experimenting. The idea came from my fiancee who also is helping with it. So that's why it's been slow here. Also trying to get in school along with work isn't making things easy. Oh and there's that whole insanity thing that I have to deal with from time to time. Though, if I'm correct (which so far all my work and studies have shown nothing but progress and a definite theory) I could change the way parapsychology is looked at. Though I have to say, I have been having weird chills lately and terrible nightmares. Not that the two are related, but you never know...