Wednesday, December 21, 2011

An Update Worthy of a jabberwock

So here we are yet once again. I just finished school with a 3.0 GPA for my first semester. I'm working non stop. I am also dealing with some deep seeded mental and emotional issues. That doesn't mean that Unreality Productions doesn't exist. Kenny is really into Jackpot, I jsut lost my memory card so I can't film any episodes right now. Kate loves doing As Is and we want to work together on a different advice column later. Kenny will laso be posting reviews of video games eventually. Let's just let Christmas pass and let me see what sthe next semester will be like. Just expect a lot more form us ok? If you have a show you have been taping or want to tape let me know. I can edit and piece it together. Of course certain credits would go to Unreality Productions. We're the little guys and we want to help out the other little guys out, that's how this works. So let me know about nay details about things you might be working on. I don't care just let me know. Hopefully we'll be having two to three shows a week depending on time. In the meant time here's some poetry I just worte, it sucks but whatevs. Keep checking out on us and any donations will be greatly appreciated! Also if you would just be generous enough to check out Kate's deviantart page http://kuriouserkate.deviantart.com/  that would be incredible. Thanks guys and keep with us. Nnow's the time to join in before Kate, Kenny, and I really start running things so get back to us asap!


Panic attack
Seizure.
Kate cooling me down with medication and stoking me
No memories of the events
So much in my mind
It’s quite now at least. Slight hallucations’
God I just my mind would slow down and focus.
Kate I love you
Everything to me no matter foolish notion in your head
Out of it
Nodding off
Listen to Kate read. It makes me feel com and smooth
I feel like I still have so much to say
What if I have a nether clarity or success
How do you even define it
As long as I get over my emotional boundaries
Kate and I will have a relationship compared that of the dear love “Anabelle Lee”
I want to know much happiness and she can ggive I to



A town filled with unnatural snow
A mist causes a loss of perception
Dealing with the darkness and hallucinations in my mind
The siren rings
There’s a heavy convulsion
Darkness overwhelms
Centralia calls
Many mysic places
With much history
A normal tourist could go
Not experience a goddamn thing
Celebration is my Silent Hill
Kate please don’t be my Mary
And I won’t be your James
Your sickness I can handle
But I fear
Is mine too much for you?
I might now hear sirens
Yet it starts with small auditory messes
That led to visual turmoil
Kate grips my hand
My mind short circuited
Singing songs and whispering non sensible phrases
For all I’m aware I rewrote the Jabberwock
So much self guilt
No wonder pyramid head is there
Yet I do no miss the seal of metatron
For the darkness inside is towards me
It kills me when it comes out onto others
Guilt and shame will haunt me for the rest of my days 
Over the nightmare realm you’ve been in
So take my hand
And together we can escape this place
And the demons hiding within people
Both lost leaving clues inside our minds
Our delusionary hell
Are you truly there?
Or am I just on a wild goose chase?
I can take some comfort in knowing
The demons and monsters I created
I can handle
It’s the fear of losing you
That slows me to remember the darkness
No more overwhelming
Day by day
Talk by talk
Who am I
To let things just be
I don’t know what my future may hold
But I refuse to wait for destiny
So nightmare realm
I feel stronger with Kate
So let the sirens blow
I can carry us both to the finish
And once our time in this heel is over
We shall ascend the hotel stairs
Laden with fire
And I’ll take you by the hand
And I’ll set us free





My mind might be an epic battle
Of light versus dark
Yet I don’t fear my heart
Purity comes from there
And I will always remain true to it
Not searching for a quick solution
No need to fight
Unless I must sacrifice
My well being
To protect you and destroy
All the obstacles in our way
Speaking overloads me
I want to keep up
Yet I can’t.
I drift away, unless on pills
Then I’m just drifting differently
That’s why I need my TV and Video Games
A comfort zone
That must be destroyed
So I’m no longer stagnant
Will I experience tonight again?
Worried?
Not am I
Neither should you
So long as you take me hand
And you trust me
We’ll escape

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